I can see it if I constantly reload the page. It’s cute. https://safebooru.org/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=7161697 Goodbye, Lara ended yesterday. Did you watch the show at all? I know you’re way busier than me, but you definitely had time for it. Unless you’re just not interested in it.
I mostly forgot about it... I have a break now, so I'll watch it when I get home. I'll make sure to remind myself to look at this when I get home. I haven't watched much anime in general lately, so it's hard for me to get back into it. And most of this week, I was sick in bed.. If I had the ability to call off whenever, I would've dropped work and watched Goodbye, Lara the day you mentioned it to me.
I wasn’t good at making levels either, even in Mario Maker 2. I’d just make complete nonsense. Paper Mario: Color Splash is also a good Wii U game. The music is great, the writing is funny, it looks better than anything on the Switch 2 in my opinion, but its gameplay isn’t fun most of the time. You were saying earlier that you don’t have any of the “overpowered” DLC characters for Smash Bros. That’s fine, there’s still plenty other characters to try out and get good with. Unless, I start living with you. I like to play as Sora, currently. I think they’d be good to have anyways, but they do cost just as much as the game itself. And if you prefer a suit, that’s fine. Honestly I’d prefer you wear one over a dress as well. But outside of formal events like a wedding, I think it’d be nice if you wore skirts and dresses. That height gap yuri started making me think about it, fantasizing about being wives together, but it doesn’t need to be overthought right now, even if admittedly I would like to overthink it right now. It’s still very much far away.
I unfortunately had parents who never really understood gaming on consoles aside from very basic stuff. My stepdad was somewhat experienced, but usually I had to guide him through games like dark souls one. So I never really got many games for the consoles that I played, only computer games, because I was more experienced on mouse and keyboard. And I really only ever played console when I either didn't have a computer or was grounded from my computer. And splatoon raiders was fun...! I think it was a good game.. You could make some pretty funny builds.. But I'll try and get somewhat experienced on Smash Bros, if only to have more fun when playing with you. Forgive me if I get upset. I hope I look fine in a skirt or dress, but I can't imagine me actually looking good in one. It's still a far off thought, and I have to improve how I look and act before I'm fitting to properly transition. Also, I found this, but can't put it under XCancel due to the website undergoing legal troubles. https://x.com/elluci_el/status/2101755431005601970
The Wii U was awesome though.. What little online it did have was really good. In Mario Maker One, you could unlock cute girls to play as through the mystery mushroom. I remember daydreaming about being them, Yu Ayasaki and Chitoge Kirisaki… I can’t stop thinking about you proposing to me now... Um, a while ago you said that you wouldn’t mind wearing a suit if we were to have a wedding. Is that still true? I think you could look good in a dress too, but it’s your preference. https://safebooru.org/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=6571025
I only got to the Wii u in it's dying years, I think either a year before or after the switch released. I think it was when Mario Maker one was starting to die out too, but still had some basic popularity. Definitely after all of the updates had come out, though. I was kinda dumb back then, so I couldn't make a good level to save my life.. Mostly torture mazes to put my brother through.. As much as I'd love to wear a dress, but I don't think I could really pull one off. Unless my entire physique changed.. I've heard of surgeries that can have that happen, but they probably cost extraordinary amounts of money, especially in the US. Also, I imagine it'd be hard to bridal carry you if both of us are in dresses, since I imagine them to be restrictive... That is, obviously, if you'd want me to. And I can't imagine either of us would want a public marriage proposal either.
Honestly, Kirby’s Adventure might be the only game in the franchise that I really enjoy. I don’t seem to get anything out of the others. Twenty dollars a year totally sucks, in my opinion, as online was free on the Wii U. But I do pay for it anyways, and there is the sixty dollar subscription that’s even worse. I won’t pay for it again if, well when, I get online back on my Switch. By “radical” you mean the Special World, right? Because of the 90s slang that we should go back to using instead of what people are saying today. Those levels are a bit difficult. I was gonna say otherwise, but I play the game often, so I became numb to their difficulty. With playing online, we haven’t done that since Yume 2kki. I’d like to play Smash Bros. Ultimate with you. I’m not very good at the game right now, compared to others at my school. But I might be too good for you. That wouldn’t be good. Too good to play against girlfriend, too bad to play in tournaments. And both yuri art I sent are height gaps! It’s not as easy to see with the first one if you don’t read the tags. So I assume you’re talking about the second one. It made me think of getting married one day, obviously with Junko and Hecatia being in wedding dresses. When the time comes for that, it should just be us. No signing papers, or anyone to say that we’re “legally” married. We should do that privately on our own terms! That’s what I think, anyways. Feel free to disagree on that. https://dynasty-scans.com/images/38628
It was free on the Wii u, but to be honest, it was the Wii u..... Not like there were many online games to be had on there anyways, so why not make it free.. The only ones I remember is the first Splatoon, which was rampant with cheaters and such. Even my brother managed to cheat on it. And I do mean the special worlds, the one on the big star, I think. And I definitely agree with you on the slang of these days being significantly worse than older slang. Especially since a lot of slang these days consists of either slurs or something negative directed at someone else. You'd probably very easily beat me at smash bros ultimate.. I don't have any of the dlc characters either, so I can't use a crutch like Steve.. And that was the height gap one I was referring to, since it makes the height gap a significant part of the art, though the first one is cute too. And I never planned on having a traditional wedding with you anyways, given the nature of our relationship, and friends.. It's not like there's many people we could invite anyways. I don't think that, without signing papers, we'd be actually "officially" married, but I could most certainly put a ring on your finger. At least in my mind, I'd think, yes, I am married to Marisa. And I wouldn't ever need to doubt that.
Yay!! So you’re starting to feel better! And I’ll keep that in mind if I ever emulate a GameCube or Wii game again. I’m not sure what to recommend… EarthBound is great, if you want a RPG to play… EarthBound Beginnings is one that I really like, but I wouldn’t start with it. There’s a lot of random games that were put on the apps. A lot of the good NES and SNES games either aren’t on the app or didn’t release outside of Japan. Kirby’s Adventure is a fun, relaxing platformer. There’s Super Mario World, of course. That’s always fun. Oh, and if you have the online service, you shouldn’t need to pay every year for it, but if you have it, we could definitely play something together, if my Switch ever works properly… I might still need to make a new account, because mine has parent controls and my mother doesn’t remember the password… I want to send you some yuri, too. https://dynasty-scans.com/images/39542?tag_id=18471 https://dynasty-scans.com/images/39872?tag_id=18471
I'll definitely look into Kirby's Adventure. I've always loved kirby games, but never really had the time or money to get into them. I'm really excited about the new one coming out, since it's open world. It reminds me of Tears of the Kingdom. I loved that game so much when I played it. And I'll see if I can play SMW too. I'm probably not nearly skilled enough for the "radical" levels though. But you do need to pay for the online service every year, it's a subscription type thing. But it's only twenty dollars, so it's not like it's draining me or anything. But I'd love to play something with you sometime, even if that means I need to buy and learn a game. We haven't played anything together in a long, long time, and I'd really like to again. And I feel like that height gap one probably isn't too far off from the truth....
Thank you Ray!!! You’re such I sweetheart I love you so much too!! My father got my brother and I a PS3! So we almost have everything, really. He’s a great guy. Bayonetta is a fun game, I’m fulfilling Little Marisa’s dream by playing it. I got Bayonetta for Smash Bros. on the 3DS, 2DS for me, when I was nine or ten I think because I thought she was so cool. After play the first level, she is really cool! Like a femme fatal character trope, and she has cheesy one liners as well, and the game itself is fun. Old games are great! You should definitely play them more! You have a computer, you know piracy. There’s this website called Vimm’s Lair, it has basically every video game ever to download. Just choose a console and try a few games out! I don’t know if you have a Xbox controller or something, so if not I’d avoid 3D games, because they’re not as fun when you only have eight direction movement. Sonic Heroes on a keyboard wasn’t fun. But!! I brought the Wii downstairs and played it on console, because the Wii has backwards compatibility, and Sonic Heroes is fun when you have the GameCube controller and it doesn’t run at half the frame rate for some reason!! It’s still a bit difficult and has a lot of bugs, many moments where you’ll clip through the level, but it’s still fun!! I’m sorry if I alienate you by talking about old games all the time, but you do have the ability to play some of them!! You have a Switch Two, so I imagine you’re at least paying for the twenty dollar online subscription, so you should at least have NES, SNES, and GameBoy games!! Ah, I just start rambling on about them. I remind myself of that one panel of Shimeji Simulation panel where Majime says something along the lines of “Woah, she’s really into it.” in reference to Shijima’s pencil case. I hope my long text doesn’t overwhelm you. Please feel better soon!
I'll definitely look into getting a controller of some sort of my own. That's been the main thing dissuading me from playing older games, because of the control schemes. I'm just not very used to controller.... I used to be! Back in like.. middle school? I used to grind on this game called Destiny 2, a game which I hate now, and I wasn't too bad with controller! But thank you for letting me know about that website, I'll definitely look into it. There are a few games I'd like to play if I can manage to remember their titles. I just have a vague idea that I want to play specific older games. And the frame rate issue might be an issue with your computer/emulator config, or the computer hardware itself. If you check task manager while Sonic Heroes is open, you might find the GPU or CPU, or even the memory is being overloaded. Those are usually the causes of low frame rates. Emulation takes a lot of PC power if the emulator isn't optimized for specifically that game, like how a bunch of pokemon emulators are meant for only pokemon and rom hacks of pokemon. I completely forgot about the whole Nintendo online thing. One year was only twenty dollars, so I just bought it so I didn't have to worry about it anymore. But if I can manage to get motivation to get back on my switch. (likely after this sickness passes (if I remember)) You do really get into old games, but it's charming. It's something that I never really interact with, so I like seeing your perspective on it. I'll try and get better soon. I believe it's in remission now, the chills and coughing isn't as bad now.
Oh, please do feel better. You said a while ago that you get sick basically every other month. Do you know why that is? Please take good care of yourself. And I hope you haven’t forgotten what today is. https://youtube.com/watch/AR0CsiYPeWU?si=rmERM1R-hxKD8n9F I turn eighteen at 6:47 PM today.
It's probably because of this state. I never got this sick back in Georgia. And also probably because my workplace forces me to go in even if I'm sick. They don't even accept doctor's notes. And happy birthday, Marisa!!!! If I could give you a gift of some sort, I would. But at the moment, all I have are words. So, happy birthday. And I love you Marisa. Truly and forever.
I think that if we both really love each other, then we could eventually get comfortable like that together. I’m not okay with being touched either, but I imagine myself immediately wanting physical affection from you when going to live with you. I can’t imagine myself being initially mentally healthy like I am now if I did something like that. And I really like acknowledging that the Vocaloid/Utau characters are robots too. What you said isn’t nonsense, if I wait all day, then listening to the song will be more satisfying. If I listen to it constantly, like Dramaturgy, another song by Eve, then later on I won’t be very fond of it. Just tired, as much a I love the song. Today, this afternoon, I participated in an Anime and Gaming Club at college. It was fun, once everyone signed in, and important matters for the future of the club was discussed, we went into the closet to bring out a bunch of consoles and televisions to set up. I spent my time watching someone play his copy from home of Shadow The Hedgehog for the original Xbox. As I got a copy for the GameCube recently, I was actually able to start a conversation, and we talked about the series as I watched him play. At one point, three others guys came over, going “is that Shadow The Hedgehog?”, and then one of them started quoting the dialogue exactly right before it played in the game. It was funny, that game looks fun, and now I want to play my own copy already. It’s nice that I’m finally socializing with people. For some reason, my eyes were hurting when the club ended for the day. It might’ve been the specific TV. And then it was a little hard to focus in my Art History class that was right after. I might not be able to go consistently if that’s the case.
I'll try to get comfortable with you. Sorry for the late response. The fever has gotten worse, along with a painful sore throat. I'll be sure to give you plenty of hugs and such, as long as you're fine with it. I'm really happy that you're finding people you can relate to in college. I'm really sorry for such a short response.
Ah, we’re both thinking the same. I also feel like I’d be the one saying how stupid I look. We are both like that, aren’t we? This artist has made beautiful drawings. I want to sleep like this. https://safebooru.org/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=7152237 I want to share this song that uses Adachi Rei and Utane Uta. https://youtu.be/yccevy769XY I also want to share this song by Eve that I keep listening to. https://youtu.be/BEEFXAltoqo It’s called Dark Night, Yamiyo in Japanese. Because that, I only want to listen to it at night. I have to wait all day to hear it again. I shouldn’t place a rule like that upon myself.
I think that the Defoko and Rei song is nice. People making vocaloids sound glitchy or broken is severely underrated, especially ones that get their roots from being entirely artificial or synthesized. I don't have much to say about the second song. I'd love to sleep like that, if my body is capable of becoming comfortable with other people touching me. I think that putting rules on yourself is somewhat good, as long as they aren't a danger to your well being. I mean, that's sort of what religion is, no? And society as a whole. It shows discipline and the willingness to wait for the things that you want, instead of immediately indulging in that which you desire. Or maybe I'm just spouting nonsense that sounds vaguely philosophical. If I am, it isn't intentional.
That sucks. Going to work while sick, good luck. https://safebooru.org/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=7151824
Thank you, and sorry for the way shorter responses lately. I just can't think straight right now. And I feel like I'd be the one saying how stupid I look.
That’s really weird. I’ve never had a reoccurring dream before. How often are you sleeping, and for how long?
I was only able to sleep for at most 30 minutes at a time. And I tried to sleep as much as I could, but I guess my body had other ideas. I would like to sleep more, but unfortunately I have work today.
Ah! Please don’t die! I don’t know what I’ll do without you. I’ll never love again. I’ll be all alone. (<— three fourths joke) I love you, Ray. Please feel better soon!!
I keep having this dream where I have to manage these long strings of what I think are either equations or chemical strings. And it's getting very annoying since it's the only dream I'm capable of having right now, for some reason.
I feel genuinely awful. I tried to sleep off this sickness, but apparently that only make it worse. I'm sore everywhere. If I die, you get ownership of my pc. (Half joke) And my switch two.
That’s not fair, you should be allowed to take care of them as much as you want. That’s horrible… I’d really prefer bloomers over panties, but I wasn’t thinking about the fabric bothering you. If that’s the case, I could wear a skirt, or pants or shorts over it when going to bed so I could keep being comfortable whilst not bothering you.
Oh, I was moreso talking about me wearing something like that. Usually I can just ignore what's going on around me if I truly want to sleep. Don't let me get in the way of you dressing how you want to, please.
I understand. I wish I could live with you, to help out. So you don’t lose your mind almost every day. I’m not really a dog person, but I don’t not care about them. If they don’t even care, then the dogs should be given to a shelter, but that dogs are really loyal so it’s not a good solution. Pets are great, at least you care about them, right? Anyways, today was long, not hard or anything, just long. I’m a bit tired from it. I spent thirty minutes trying to find a specific type of shoe called “Mary Janes” for a writing assignment. They look nice, I’d like a pair of my own. I want to complain somewhere in this message about me keeping trying to change my name. “Marisa” is perfect for me and I have no complaints with it. I don’t like it when I get like that, knowing I’ll go back to being me in a few days. It’s just weird seeing a different name instead of my own when scrolling through our messages here. I had a nightmare about Smash Bros. 64, because I’ve been so into it. In the dream, I was getting really upset because I couldn’t unlock Ness, so I stopped playing. When I told my father, he became enraged and started beating me. It was strange. If we were living together, I could bring up each subject throughout the day. I feel like I’m overwhelming you during the mornings and nights. We could also have each other’s body heat for warmth. It’s starting to get colder and colder outside. I was listening to a video this morning while finishing an assignment called “women’s underwear is not made for women”, and after listening I think I’d much rather wear bloomers like a Touhou girl. Is sending you yuri too much on top of everything I’m saying? I’m overthinking this, aren’t I? https://safebooru.org/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=7145467 I like this one, it’s funny to me. I’m not sure how to feel about either of our bodies having those proportions though. I don’t know about you, but I don’t think I’d feel comfortable. Describing it ruins the surprise and shock value though… https://dynasty-scans.com/images/39935
I take care of them as much as I'm allowed, which is just leaving them in a cage all day, and taking them outside every so often, and feeding them. They don't want the dogs to do anything else but sit there and look nice. It's disgusting. They keep them around because it's their childhood pets, but it's obvious that they're incompetent and don't deserve to take care of dogs. I'm sorry you had a bad dream. I don't think that you'd overwhelm me. I do get overwhelmed easily, but I can ground myself decently fast. So having you here would be an overall positive, aside from the cost of another human being in the house. I think bloomers are nice, but I can't imagine they'd be very comfortable most of the day, and in bed. Since usually they're all poofy.. All of that fabric rubbing against me would drive me insane when I'm trying to sleep. I can manage to sleep in a shirt and pants if I'm really tired though. I can't imagine I'd be comfortable with a chest that size. Unless I have some crazy good bra, they would be a pain.