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#471

Ray August 21, 2026 at 7:18:11 AM

https://xcancel.com/bddd777/status/2090672975863484420

#470

Marisa August 20, 2026 at 4:05:37 AM

https://safebooru.org/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=7070469

Replied on: August 20, 2026 at 12:01:11 PM

I might be able to hold you up, but be aware that I'm not exactly the strongest.

#469

Marisa August 19, 2026 at 3:05:36 AM

https://safebooru.org/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=6283104

Replied on: August 19, 2026 at 8:38:38 AM

I like to talk a lot, but only once I get comfortable. But once I start, it's hard for me to stop talking.

#468

Marisa August 18, 2026 at 2:16:14 PM

That’s fine. I can either adapt to your schedule or let you sleep during the day. My birthday is a month from now. I’m seriously not ready to become an adult. I wish I could go backwards instead. I’ve wasted my entire youth. What was it like for you?

Replied on: August 18, 2026 at 3:27:58 PM

It wasn't really anything. I didn't feel any different, and it was just another day. I think I might've gone out to eat with my parents. Nothing really happened.

#467

Marisa August 18, 2026 at 10:19:36 AM

You get home at eight-thirty in the morning? We’d be on different schedules. I don’t know if I could be nocturnal.

Replied on: August 18, 2026 at 10:32:50 AM

I just enjoy the night shift much better than day shifts. There's nobody coming to where I work at that time, so once I'm done with dishes and floors and such, I can just relax.

#466

Marisa August 18, 2026 at 3:04:50 AM

I try to get at least eight hours of sleep. I go to sleep between eleven and twelve at night, and wake up between eight and eight-ten in the morning. If you’re not up by eight-thirty, I’ll drag you out of bed. What do you think of this? https://youtu.be/OPl9S8AV0KA I thought of it while stuck on a level in the game. The lyric “Who’s gonna rock the place?” And the line “Does anyone know how to get to the lake?” have the same intonation, so I kept giggling to myself, thinking about it. I really wanted to make it. Even though it took me a long time to make, and I liked the finished project, I was very hesitant to post it online. I don’t really like the show Xavier Renegade Angel. I thought that season one was okay, but I felt uncomfortable more than I enjoyed watching season two. I don’t have a problem with the offensive and crude humor when the show is… that… I only watched it because it was last summer and I didn’t have much that I could do.

Replied on: August 18, 2026 at 5:21:56 AM

Slight issue, when I get home, it's about eight-thirty... And I personally haven't watched Xavier Renegade Angel, but the few clips that I have seen makes it seem kinda funny. The video is kinda funny, but it repeats the punchline a bit too much for my tastes.

#465

Marisa August 17, 2026 at 7:18:34 PM

College starts in one week, I’m still really nervous… If I do end up living with you soon, you better change your living habits. I’m worried you won’t, and I’ll get angry and upset if you don’t. Either that or I end up being miserable and do nothing with you. I don’t want either of those to become reality, so I’ll drag you out of bed if I have to.

Replied on: August 17, 2026 at 8:53:04 PM

I'll definitely change my living habits if you're here. I'd have exponentially more of a reason to improve now that you're here. I'd do everything in my power to keep you from being miserable while you live with me. If I get stuck in bed for too long, please do drag me out of bed.

#464

Marisa August 16, 2026 at 7:38:17 PM

If your voice or face is fresh on my mind, then I think it’d be easier to try lucid dreaming about you! I want to try that next week before college starts.

Replied on: August 17, 2026 at 3:24:08 AM

I'll try to make something on my break.

#463

Marisa August 16, 2026 at 1:51:31 PM

I would like to live with you if that means you’ll do better with taking care of yourself. I wish I could call you, or send a voice recording, but I can’t where I am, sorry. I have been thinking about wanting to hear your voice again, or even get another picture of you.

Replied on: August 16, 2026 at 1:56:52 PM

Maybe I could make another voice recording during my week long break if I can find the motivation to do so. I'm not really willing to do a picture at this moment though. I don't really like seeing myself. I'm sure I could find some method to allow you to at least send a voice recording, but I don't want to push you into doing so. If it ever becomes possible on your end, I'd like to hear, though.

#462

Ray August 16, 2026 at 5:41:49 AM

I'd like to hear your voice again sometime. Preferably under better circumstances, unlike the last time I heard your voice.

#461

Marisa August 16, 2026 at 4:26:34 AM

If you have a balcony in the back, that’d be nice. I don’t want people seeing me, or us, we could sun bathe together, like that. Another thing for healthy hair is a healthy diet, which I think I’m actually good at. I don’t really like junk food at all. I’m open to eating most fruits and vegetables. Between seven to nine hours of sleep is important too. A silk pillowcase is better material to sleep on. And braiding your hair as well, so when you’re tossing and turning in your sleep, if you do that, you won’t damage your hair as much. Cold showers are also better, as hot water can hurt your scalp. Cold showers also feel amazing and are really fun! I know too much about proper hair care, hairmaxxing as it’s called, for me to not do much of it… Here’s some additional information.. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=pWScb1wcthI&ra=m https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JV6REOP4yGE&ra=m https://safebooru.org/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=4180586 https://safebooru.org/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=5368037

Replied on: August 16, 2026 at 5:04:44 AM

I can't stand cold showers... I need a hot shower at least every couple of days or I start to feel miserable and disgusting. I've never really learned how to braid my hair. And my pillow is, as of now, just a couch cushion I stole from a couch we used to have in the house. My sleeping situation isn't very conductive for "proper" hair care, but I still think my hair feels fine. I've noticed that my body is relatively low maintenance. Something something hyper thyroidism, I've been told. I'm still relatively healthy, and am not really gaining or losing weight. I'm sure that if I were to live with you, I'd have more reason to better my living habits, since my living situation would also become yours. I'd feel it necessary to improve the surroundings so that you enjoy your time with me as much as I can make possible.

#460

Marisa August 16, 2026 at 3:42:36 AM

Oh I’m not thinking of tanning my skin, it’s just good to be out in the sun… I feel that I private beach, if we were to end up on one, would be like the opposite version of the problem. I’d be nervous because it’s a private beach. We could just go early in the morning. Why are we talking about beaches anyways? Anywhere out in the sun is fine, so we could just sit out on a balcony… https://safebooru.org/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=4497458

Replied on: August 16, 2026 at 4:00:53 AM

You'd get a tan regardless of if you went to the beach or not, that's just the sun being the sun... I was just talking about getting a more even tan, so it isn't just your face being tanned.. But the balcony is fine too, if it isn't the front one.. The town I live in has a bunch of old people, so I can't imagine they'd be too happy about seeing a trans girl out on the balcony, even if you are just relaxing and soaking up the sun...

#459

Marisa August 15, 2026 at 5:53:30 PM

The beach would be nice, but I’d feel nervous of other people were there. There’s also sand getting in your shoes, and I don’t like going in the ocean either. Using your arm as a pillow would be nice… I should let you know though, I still have a problem with… wetting the bed… Unfortunately…

Replied on: August 16, 2026 at 2:32:52 AM

Why would you wear shoes at the beach..? Just wear sandals.. But I understand being nervous around other people. If I ever win the lottery or something, I'll get a private beach just for tanning. And I'll keep your.... problem.. in mind.. Maybe have a towel under you or something..

#458

Marisa August 15, 2026 at 4:42:36 PM

I’m sure you’ll be able to focus if you really try! Maybe you should have one of your monitors turned off for a while. And even if it is really hot and humid, I’d at least like to try. If I’m with you, I’d be free to shave my body, so I could wear short sleeved clothes. Also, the sunlight is good for hair growth. https://safebooru.org/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=7055775 https://safebooru.org/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=6287739 https://safebooru.org/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=6034646 https://safebooru.org/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=7057200

Replied on: August 15, 2026 at 5:36:06 PM

Maybe if I really wanted to watch it that badly, I'd be fine with turning off a monitor. I'm just a very fidgety person, and can't really stand to be still for too long aside from sleeping. I'm sure there's beaches nearby, even if we were only going there to sunbathe. I'm not a big fan of the ocean, even if I can swim decently well. Also, I feel like you'd probably use my arm as a pillow. I'd like that.

#457

Marisa August 15, 2026 at 3:24:04 AM

Oh, it’s okay! I’m sure I could drag you outside, and we could find something to do. Even just going for a walk would be nice. But I was like that with school, and that purposeless feeling led me to getting caught… Anyways, I saw a skirt that I really really want yesterday. I wanna go back to that town next month when I’m eighteen and buy it, if it’s still there by then… It’s a black skirt, that goes to about kneecap length but the looks of it. Either stopping at the kneecaps, or just going over them. It’s plain, but I fell in love with it… And, I’ve also been thinking about wanting to cook with you, making food together. I only know how to make grilled cheese, heat up a can of baked beans, and to cook frozen steak. I wish I knew more, I was thinking you could teach me one day. And, and, if you watch the anime in the original voices, then you won’t be able to look away at another monitor or screen, so it should help with your attention span. Why do you need more than one anyways? If you lose focus, try taking deep breaths, it worked for me…

Replied on: August 15, 2026 at 5:53:43 AM

I'm sure that you could probably ask if they still have it in stock if you remember it by the time you get around to it. Also, going for a walk in the place I live wouldn't be very pleasant, since Florida is humid and hot... It wouldn't be very good for either of us, especially considering you're used to New York cold. But if you're alright with it, I'd love to just drive around and go somewhere nice. Even if that is just the big lake. I'd love to teach you how to cook. I think I might have a tiny bit more knowledge since I took a culinary class, but I don't really know much outside of the basics honestly. I need more than one monitor because of when I'm playing games, I usually have music in the background and want to skip it when I'm in the middle of the game, so instead of alt tabbing, I can just move my mouse to the side and adjust it to how I like. My focus is pretty easily broken, and no methods aside from just willing it to be has worked for me. Breathing in and out just feels like I'm pretending to be composed.