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#327

Anonymous July 3, 2026 at 3:38:02 AM

At times, they make me feel a bit nauseous, and like I have to lay down..

Replied on: July 3, 2026 at 4:00:36 AM

That's fair..

#326

Anonymous July 3, 2026 at 2:15:48 AM

There’s been disgusting thoughts at the forefront of my brain for years, you don’t know the worst of it.. I don’t want to say the worst of it, it grosses me out and upsets me that much.. I’ll be working on my computer doing something completely disconnected from these thoughts, and all of the sudden they’ll show up and berate me for the next week..

Replied on: July 3, 2026 at 2:58:59 AM

Those are moreso intrusive thoughts if anything, and aren't really something to be concerned about.. Usually, those sorts of thoughts get filtered out just because they either don't make sense or are too extreme to feasibly act on...

#325

Anonymous July 3, 2026 at 1:09:11 AM

The want to die is in my head, moving in with you won’t erase these thoughts and feelings.. And I didn’t know that you had acne.. You didn’t have any in the two photos you sent..

Replied on: July 3, 2026 at 1:56:10 AM

Just pimples and parts where I pick at myself.. My thought is that you moving in will at least ease those thoughts and make them less likely to be at the forefront of your thinking..

#324

Anonymous July 2, 2026 at 8:21:57 PM

It’s been one year since I tried to kill myself.. I don’t think my life has gotten better since then, nor has to gotten worse though.. At times it feels like nothing happened..

Replied on: July 2, 2026 at 9:07:33 PM

As long as things haven't gotten worse, I'm happy.. I hope that you moving in with me will never make you consider that again...

#323

Anonymous July 2, 2026 at 1:34:28 PM

You could try doing that every now and then.. I’ve forgotten the strawpage.. I really do like how you look.. I’d also like to see it every now and then..

Replied on: July 2, 2026 at 9:06:38 PM

I don't really get how you like how I look, with all my acne and stuff...

#322

Anonymous July 2, 2026 at 11:05:41 AM

I miss hearing your voice.. I wish I got to see your face more.. Just as much as you saw mine..

Replied on: July 2, 2026 at 12:34:58 PM

Oh, I could post some more voice clips on my strawpage, if you want...? I only deleted them because I got really paranoid... I just don't like showing my face is all... I hate how I look..

#321

Anonymous July 2, 2026 at 6:48:04 AM

Could you help take care of me, please..? I want to be held and cuddled like this.. If you were leaned up against a wall, or sitting up in bed.. https://dynasty-scans.com/images/38956 This would be nice too, if we were watching a movie together.. https://safebooru.org/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=1945550

Replied on: July 2, 2026 at 7:03:16 AM

I'll obviously do my best to take care of you..!! I never once thought of neglecting you.. We can cuddle like that all you like... I'd like to hold you in my arms while I play games, or I watch you play something..! My chin on top of your head, most likely..

#320

Anonymous July 2, 2026 at 4:21:50 AM

I might be able to feed myself.. I wasn’t feeling so depressed today, but I didn’t eat much.. I still had three meals.. Even though my stomach started to growl well past the usual dinner time, I wanted to do anything else.. I only ate lunch because I was nervous that I’d get in trouble if I didn’t..

Replied on: July 2, 2026 at 5:30:32 AM

As long as you properly take care of yourself, that's all that matters to me.. Your health and happiness..!! I'd feel awful knowing you weren't when I could do something about it..

#319

Anonymous July 2, 2026 at 3:23:40 AM

I would like to do it all with you.. I do fear that I become so depressed and miserable upon moving, that I can’t do anything..

Replied on: July 2, 2026 at 4:01:41 AM

If that does happen, I at least want you to be able to feed yourself and such.. I don't want you to move in with me just for that house to be your final resting place shortly after...

#318

Anonymous July 2, 2026 at 12:17:40 AM

That’s good.. What do you do besides sleeping..?

Replied on: July 2, 2026 at 2:13:02 AM

On my break days..? Mostly playing games if I'm not sleeping...

#317

Anonymous July 1, 2026 at 7:08:18 PM

Oh.. I always try to find stuff to distract myself from those feelings during the day, so I don’t get in trouble.. It’s selfish of me to ask, but do you think that me living with you would make you feel miserable less often..?

Replied on: July 1, 2026 at 8:21:52 PM

It would make life a lot more interesting.. So I would get less bored which leads to less miserable me...

#316

Anonymous July 1, 2026 at 5:42:27 PM

Miserable..? Did anything in particular happen..?

Replied on: July 1, 2026 at 6:18:24 PM

No.. Just on my days off, I just start feeling miserable...

#315

Anonymous July 1, 2026 at 1:40:33 PM

What time do you go to sleep in the morning..? Do you spend most of your day sleeping..?

Replied on: July 1, 2026 at 3:06:26 PM

On my work days, usually I try to go to sleep around 9 am.. On break days, just whenever..

#314

Anonymous July 1, 2026 at 11:19:50 AM

https://safebooru.org/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=6857679

#313

Anonymous July 1, 2026 at 11:17:46 AM

I finished Silent Hill 2 last night, and the ending made me so emotional.. I.. I felt the need to remind you that I really love you..

Replied on: July 1, 2026 at 3:07:13 PM

Well, I'm glad you did.. I was feeling kind of miserable...